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Bits of Truth.
I have a feeling this year is going to be another unsuccessful birthday. For some reason, perhaps it’s because I’m a sap for being hopeful, my expectations always far exceed my pathetic little reality. This is the first birthday in 4 years that my Dad has been here for, you’d think he’d try to make it a special one. And if you did in fact think that, you would most definitely be wrong.
I mean, what is it that makes me think that my birthday should be anything more than just another day? Maybe it’s because it makes me realize just how insignificant I am. No matter how many times I tell myself I’m okay with being unimportant to the people around me, when the clock strikes midnight tonight I know that I’ll be wishing that things could be different. Wishing that I could be different.
brings tears to my eyes
The best news I’ve ever heard was when you said you wouldn’t leave
Because I know the distance would tear us apart.
And all the things you said,
Wouldn’t mean a thing if you weren’t here with me.
So as you turn your back to me,
I just want to let you know that I could never do this to you.
This is where our roads divide and they split in two,
And I will never see you again.
But I respect your choice.
The familiar pain sets in again,
But I can’t let this drag me down.
It’s things like this that made me who I am today.
It’s thing like this that helped to shape/make me who I am today,
It’s every hardship that I’ve faced.
And I’ve lost hope in myself,
But I just want you to know:
As everyday goes by,
I must accept that you’re now living your own life
Enjoying beautiful hour old kittens <3